Zma Hoops! 11/07/2023

Hello Again My Friends!

I am experiencing a day of much solitude.  I find I need more time than some, to ponder, plan, tinker and simply recharge my battery.

I suppose that makes me an introvert.

Recognizing this tendency and need for quiet introspection took many years and many tears.

Taking time to just be, allows me to focus on what is good in my life. I have rushed about for so many years - seeking the fame and fortune that eluded me. Now I realize that I have been here all along, waiting for me to notice myself. And give me the loving tenderness that I've been seeking.

It's been here all along.

Within me.

I am now on a brief break from choir practice.  I need to get back to my piano. But I felt the need to share my pondering.

Today was Day 68 of daily hooping.

https://youtube.com/shorts/FR9VadBa6Ms?si=FRR_NEXnVTZYL_Xk

Talk to you tomorrow!

Love, 

Zita aka Zma



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